Ready to Cum

I haven't cum in...goodness, five days? Certainly since last Friday. I totally blame the fact that I let myself get pulled into the middle of the latest (and I think last) fight of Ingrid and her boyfriend. He lied...again...and then he wrote me on Facebook. I checked with Ingrid that I could message him back, and that led to me basically giving him projects and advice on how to try and stop (because he does understand this is a big deal and that if he were to get her back again he really couldn't fuck up again).

Enough of that, it was a mess and I finally pulled myself out of it today. I am an advice-giver by nature I think, and it was starting to get messy for me. And totally killing me, because he does have lots of good points (LOTS), and because he sort of acts like scolded puppy. I would give her 10% blame, because she is an attacker, and no matter if he tells the truth or not she still holds some sort of grudge about it and keeps hounding about the past lies. Just not good.

Again...ENOUGH. Ok, so I'm getting damned horny though. I really need to get off. My parents have left for the weekend to visit my brother and nephew, and so the house is quiet and all left to me! Which means screaming orgasms! Yes!

A very nice guy has sent me a few really hot stories, so tonight I think it will be me, my fingers, my toys, and stories and porn. And tomorrow...same thing. I'm damned excited to get wet, that nice pulse going in my pussy, creaming in my panties. The latest romance novels I have been reading have been so damned hot I can hardly contain myself. One hero said to his heroine when they were about to have sex (in a little bit of a slightly forced scenario--forced to begin, then turned into very unforced) that ifshe wouldn't put the condom on him he would be more than happy to cum deep inside her, over, and over again and get her heavy with his child, because nothing would make him happier.

Damn near creamed my panties right then. Such an amazing fantasy, just thinking of it...her legs wide open, held open by his hands so that her pussy is revealed beautifully, his cock bobbing delectably in front of her wet cunt. He is poised to take her, ready and rock hard for it, sweating with the effort of restraining himself...

If she had not put the condom on it would have been even more delicious. Him thrusting into her in one deep slide, her back arching and her diamond nipples raking down his chest as he is above her, her pussy contracting around him in near-orgasm and her nails scraping down his back in ecstacy.

Fuck...yeah, I have to cum soon.